SEEING LIFE THROUGH MY EYES

I wrote this exactly two years ago today, just thought I’d share it with you...:

Do you ever think/feel like some people want your life?? Like they wish they had what you "have", or wish they were who you are... I feel like that sometimes. People see my life through a lens, like my camera lol. But I'm really just trying to be a mold, a role model, an example for someone to look up to and follow. In all actuality, my life isn't as “glamorous” as it seems on Instagram and Facebook lol, I'm like its cool, it’s good lol, I thank God for it, but I just want more... I myself see other people's lives who are older than me and sometimes wish I had their life, but once again I'm seeing their lives thru a lens just like others see mine... I don't have a clue what they went through to be who they are and get what they have, but yet I want it. So does that mean I want the pain, tears, hurt, depression, and/or sufferingthey had too??? NO!!!! Absolutely not! Smh lol, but honestly that's what will come with the territory. If you really want it, bad enough, you're going to have to go through something in life. It's not easy, they may think it is, but it's not. Everyday is a struggle that we must overcome. Everyday is a hurdle we must leap over. If you want to be GREAT you gotta start at "G” and work your way to "T”, but know that "R, E, & A” determine your level of greatness. Yes their life is nice (on the outside), but I don't want their life; I want my own.  How about you?